Monday, November 23, 2009

morbid me

this is going to sound morbid but it's been on my mind for some time now..
when i leave this world, i dont think there will be many at my funeral.
i dont think people will have much to say of whether i made a difference in their life.
it's going to be a pathetic funeral.

12 comments:

xx said...

Now, why would you say that? I know you did made a difference in some people. It's the smallest thing that counts! You definitely made a difference for me. :) Especially during the Pesta Drill prepping time!

Don't worry too much about it. :)

allyz said...

hey lauren, nice seeing you here..
didn't know u knew about my blog..
but thanks for dropping by..

thanks for the assuring words too..
Pesta Drill prep time? why? did i do something?

and you're right..i shudnt think / worry about it.. it doesnt matter how pathetic it'll be or not, what matters is that when that time comes, this child of God will be reunited with her Father in heaven.
that should be the focus..

carmen said...

hey I'll be at your funeral! (provided I'm still alive too)

You are special Alicia Choy Mei Yi (your chinese name is Mei yi right?)
and don't let anyone tell you otherwise! Wherever you are in your life at the moment and the people you meet is all mapped out in God's plan. You are doing things that have meaning and purpose; you are living a life with God. :)

allyz said...

thanks carmen..
i guess all the funerals that ive been attending made me a little emo about death..

but everything u said was so assuring..thanks again,girl.. :)

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Anna said...

You don't know me, but I happened upon your blog when I hit the "next blog" button on the top the screen after reading my friend's blog. I laughed out loud at your blond joke! :) I'm sorry that I probably won't be at your funeral (I'm hoping that it's a long way off yet.), but you did make me laugh and so you have officially made a difference in my life ( I REALLY needed a laugh tonight!! :):) I promise to pass it on tomorrow!! :):) Cheers!

allyz said...

Hi anna,thanks for dropping by! and im glad u liked the blonde joke. hehe, i laughed out loud myself too.

and despite not knowing me,u gave such assuring and comforting words.
thank u for that.. :)

Cheers!

Ruth said...

my bossy sister,Alicia Choy MAY Yi, you will always be my sister and one of the few people i look up to and adore. =) Well, ill keep the speech for your funeral and i demand to give a speech during your funeral service kay. and i understand how you feel. i planned out my funeral already too but dont think too much about it nor worry cos God will take us in His time and He knows when is the best time for us too. =) love ya loads. mwah~ *hugs*

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Unknown said...

My God! Another one of those morbid fascinations which are just so cliche in a somewhat emo blog. Get a grip.

allyz said...

This post wasnt written to get validation from others. It was something more. So you're wrong.

In the future,pls keep your comments to yourself cos to me,words of a rude man arent worth listening to.

Unknown said...

... said the one who claims she doesn't.... "guffaw"!