come clean

I wonder if I'll ever get the courage to point out the issue and come clean with how I feel about this. I do feel like neglected. I do feel like we've drifted apart. I do feel left out in all the outings that they had or are planning to have. Since when was i out of the group? Since when did asking no longer became a habit?

Being honest in a relationship/friendship is never an easy thing. If you're too honest, there's a risk of hurting the other party, of things taking a different turn. But honesty is still vital, because a relationship/friendship without honesty is like a stage-play. And that's exactly how I feel about us, right now. We're all acting to be nice to each other. But honestly, there's no genuine feelings of love and care for each other.

The truth hurts. Reality bites. And sometimes, the truth needs to be "treated" before it is let out. But once treated, it is never entirely 100% truth anymore.