They wanted someone convicted. And i clearly showed I wasn't.
I was too honest perhaps, with my insecurity and doubts.
Yeah, I'm really upset about it, yet, I know, it's for the better.
I don't know if this is God's way of interfering and helping me to decide since I can't.
But damnit! I'm still upset!!
Disappointment.
Indecisiveness.
Ego.
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some people take a lifetime to get over indecisiveness but don't let that interfere with the flow of life.
you are an intelligent young lady, as far as i know and it would be a shame if you let cloudiness murk your thoughts.
be brave. you can do it. believe in yourself more so that God can help you more efficiently.
and remember that you have family and close friends (even not so close friends like me) here to walk with you.
hey chrys,
thanks for being so positive and encouraging. appreciate the advice too.
i definitely got to pray for decisiveness more, as well as self-esteem. got to challenge myself to a change of mindset too.
this is really a wake up call.
thanks a bunch again for being so honest,helpful and wise.
*hugs*
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