Currently feeling...

i hung up the phone tonight
something happened for the first time deep inside
it was a rush, what a rush

'cause the possibility

that you would ever feel the same way about me

it's just too much, just too much

why do i keep running from the truth?

all i ever think about is you

you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

and i've just got to know

do you ever think when you're all alone

all that we can be, where this thing can go?

am i crazy or falling in love?

is it real or just another crush?

do you catch a breath when i look at you?

are you holding back like the way i do?

'cause i'm trying and trying to walk away

but i know this crush ain't goin' away

has it ever crossed your mind when we're hanging, spending time
are we just friends or is there more?

it's a chance we've got to take

'cause i believe that we can make this into something that will last

last forever

** Crush, by David Archuleta

didn't really like the song at first but today, it hit me..

i've actually been feeling every bit of the lyric..

(and nothing connects me more to a song than its lyrics..)

urghh... emo...

ps. i'm really trying and trying hard to walk away..